Sunday, April 11, 2010

The story of a woman that did not let life destroy her

I am a friend of a woman that has had a lot of bad things happen to her, some of it is of her on creations and some of it is not, but as you will read below she has wrote how she has overcome these things and has not let life destroy her but in fact is going to come up on top to rise to the occasion. This is one of the best life stories that I have read in a long time. I am going to tell you the name that she wants to be known by who wrote the following bio and her name is Mare B. Let me know what you think about her story.

I love life and what it has to offer and I believe anything is possible if only you believe! I am probably the most honest person you will ever meet, I hate fake ass people, I am not into the drama scene. People live their lives how they choose to and I choose to live mine happily. Sure shit gets us down but it makes us better to get back up and prevail. I never let anyone or anything beat me, been there done that, stupid I was but stupid I'll be no more. I have been through hell & back, I have made every mistake in my life except for marriage lol....But I believe what doesn't kill me only makes me stronger. I have buried my father & thought that was my hardest struggle, till the day I buried my son, it gets no harder than that....I believe the only reason I survived his death is due to the other 3 children I have, but believe not a day goes by that I don't think of him & miss him, he's a part of my heart that will never leave even after I've gone. I have been through the drunk days, the drugs, the crazy abusive men & any other bull-shit imaginable, heck it's almost like a damn lifetime movie, lol, but all of that has made me an ever strong women...I have learned from all of my mistakes... I have come to the point in my life to know that there is more out there than all the partying & bull-shit. I let to many years of my life pass me by to have fun...I'm over that shit & in the process of rejuvenation, full-filling all my goals & dreams, no matter what they may be, because I know anything is possible, I just have to have faith & believe in myself, even when others don't believe in me, I'll just prove em wrong. I know I am a good person & have the ability to achieve anything I want and trust that I will, and best believe that never again will I let a man or anyone bring me down, no more listening to the bull-shit of he loves me, he will change, etc... I'm over all that type of shit...I'm all bout doing me, fuck the rest, I learned from the best, now I'm better than the rest....So recognize.....I'm all bout me, myself, & I, & the ones that are closest to my heart.... Right now my children currently live with their grandparents & a friend of their family because they talked me into giving them temp guardianship because the children's abusive, drug addict, felon father basically got me for everything and turned my life upside down & financially I couldn't afford to take care of them & trusted in these people to help me and my babies.. But now they are being childish & keeping my children from me for stupid reasons and filling their heads with lies, which is very hurtful to me & my children...But I know here in time hopefully soon the truth will come out and they will get theirs, justice will be served...I don't understand how grown adults can be so childish and how they can break a family apart yet go on everyday with their lives like it's nothing, don't they know they are mainly hurting the children??? GOD I will never understand some people and they way they live their lives...But what I do know is that justice & truth will work in my favor and they will be sorry in the end...Hopefully someday they can grow up and grow a heart.... I have made friends that are ever so damn cherishable, irreplaceable, committed, & have loving strength beyond my own knowledge & I am so damn thankful for them...They have consumed my heart in numerous ways & shall always hold a dear place in my heart, thanks for all your love & support, you know who you are!!!! Life is hard & the fucked up thing is we tend to make it harder on our selves, well I am done doing that....I want happiness and fulfillment!!! I'm almost there baby, when I do get there I just want my haters to recognize it & know they ain't shit, never was, never will be, find something new to hate on, cuz I'm the wrong one, best believe!!! I'm that one that will succeed, best believe, because unlike most I believe in me, yes that's right I'm LIL MS FUCKED UP whom believes in herself & always will from here on out!!!! I just signed up for college, I'm going for my 2yr bachelors degree in Medical billing & medical assistant, I work in an office Mon-Fri form 9am-5pm & off on weekends, although days off are never really days off cuz there's always laundry, cleaning, etc...lol... My haters are and always be my true motivators...While I am out achieving my goals and dreams they will still be sitting around feining for drama, I so dislike them dang drama addicts, it's actually sad how people live there lives for drama, it's what motivates them to get up every morning...Like they say what comes around goes around and KARMA is a bitch....I pray for you people whom live your lives like that....Especially the adults that live that way, really it's time to grow up and get a life you drama enforcers.... Anyways that's all about me, lol.... Never Lie, Steal, Cheat, or Drink. But if you must Lie, Lie in the arms of the one you love. If you must Steal, Steal away from bad company. If you must Cheat, Cheat death. And if you must Drink, Drink in the moments that take your breath away!?? Life is not measured by the breaths we take, but by the moments that take our breaths away!?? Ya know what is seen by the naked eye is blind to the seeing heart, we are all a pawn in the game of love when we make one are priority and we are only there option. We love, listen, hear, and believe, but are blind to the honest life. Never settle for what you don't truly believe in, always reach higher & make sure your always satisfied. Life is tooo damn short to let misfortunes consume us! Never let anyone consume you nor ur thoughts, be you, be what you believe in. Life is ever so precious and unlasting, don't let miss-happens control that and do your best to never let ones words fool you, because the first time they have hurt/betrayed you shame on them, but the second & third time & so on they have done it, shame on you... Love yourself & know you deserve the best!!!!!!!

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